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The Vision of PAZ (Aethyr 4)

There comes over me the ‘buzzing’ state that heralds an out-of-body experience, but although it fails to develop, neither does it fully recede. It settles into a pulsing rhythm, quite unpleasant, but I decide to put up with it. My body is guided to a specific place, as if I were floating feet-first. This state [...]

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The visions of the aethyrs are becoming subtler, harder to attain, and yet – surprisingly – more mundane and personal, as I approach the end of this five-year working. (Or has it been even longer?) The Vision of DEO (Aethyr 7) I’d not had a lucid dream in ages, so this working was an experiment: [...]

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The Vision of ZID (Aethyr 8)

I am in my parents’ garden when I realise that I am dreaming, so I call to the sky for admittance to the aethyr. The scene fades. I wake. But afterwards appears a vast and sunlit white building. As I watch, scratched into the concrete of its walls, writing appears: numbers, fractions, percentages – all [...]

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I am having a non-lucid dream that my bed is in the office at my place of work. I have an appointment with Sally, to train her in some software I have written. She turns out to be quite personable, but I realise I’m wearing only pyjamas and wonder if they’re clean. I mention this [...]

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Illness

I’ve been ill and it has changed the way I look at things, because I can’t escape the feeling it has had a metaphysical dimension. I wish it were only a matter of microbes and symptoms, but I suspect that this feeling ill, week after week, has a meaning. This troubles me as much as [...]

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I am walking on grass, approaching the house where I go on retreat, and I’m full of joy to be back. The feeling that I have come home is so strong that I become conscious. There is a huge field, ringed by trees. I call up at the sky, ‘I wish to scry ZAX, the [...]

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It takes a long time before I find the lucid state, but finally I’m in my parents’ house, looking out through the window of my old bedroom, and I realise I must be dreaming. ‘I wish to scry the thirteenth aethyr, ZIM,’ I shout, and push myself through the window, which feels mushy like jelly. [...]

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The lucid dreaming state arrives and I’m in a school. There are children everywhere, so I take the nearest exit to find a private space. It’s a fine, sunny day. Schoolgirls surround me. They know what I’m doing and jokingly try to distract me by jostling and shouting. But I look to the sky and [...]

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I’m looking at a book that I’ve written, filled with coloured images and text. A critic’s voice says approvingly, ‘It is a book of parodies. Some are gentle and some are cruel, but all are united in being parodies.’ [Perhaps this is a key for how to read what follows.] Then I become aware of [...]

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This is the record and interpretation of a vision gained whilst scrying the sixteenth Enochian aethyr, LEA. I’ve posted the results of previous workings in this series on The Baptist’s Head. The system of gematria used to interpret the vision is English Qaballah. I can see those round patterns that are sometimes found on ancient [...]

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