There comes over me the ‘buzzing’ state that heralds an out-of-body experience, but although it fails to develop, neither does it fully recede. It settles into a pulsing rhythm, quite unpleasant, but I decide to put up with it. My body is guided to a specific place, as if I were floating feet-first. This state [...]
Posts Tagged ‘aethyr’
The Vision of PAZ (Aethyr 4)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, lucid dream on January 30, 2012 | 5 Comments »
The Visions of DEO, MAZ and LIT (Aethyrs 7 through 5)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, dreaming, Enochian magick, lucid dream on November 27, 2011 | 4 Comments »
The visions of the aethyrs are becoming subtler, harder to attain, and yet – surprisingly – more mundane and personal, as I approach the end of this five-year working. (Or has it been even longer?) The Vision of DEO (Aethyr 7) I’d not had a lucid dream in ages, so this working was an experiment: [...]
The Vision of ZID (Aethyr 8)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Enochian magick on September 26, 2011 | 2 Comments »
I am in my parents’ garden when I realise that I am dreaming, so I call to the sky for admittance to the aethyr. The scene fades. I wake. But afterwards appears a vast and sunlit white building. As I watch, scratched into the concrete of its walls, writing appears: numbers, fractions, percentages – all [...]
The Vision of ZIP (Aethyr 9)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Archangel Michael, Enochian magick, lucid dream on September 12, 2011 | 8 Comments »
I am having a non-lucid dream that my bed is in the office at my place of work. I have an appointment with Sally, to train her in some software I have written. She turns out to be quite personable, but I realise I’m wearing only pyjamas and wonder if they’re clean. I mention this [...]
Illness
Posted in Meditation, tagged absolute, Abyss, aethyr, enlightenment, Meditation on September 6, 2011 | 17 Comments »
I’ve been ill and it has changed the way I look at things, because I can’t escape the feeling it has had a metaphysical dimension. I wish it were only a matter of microbes and symptoms, but I suspect that this feeling ill, week after week, has a meaning. This troubles me as much as [...]
The Vision of ZAX (Aethyr 10)
Posted in Astral, tagged Abyss, aethyr, Choronzon, Enochian magick, Gormogons, lucid dream on June 20, 2011 | 6 Comments »
I am walking on grass, approaching the house where I go on retreat, and I’m full of joy to be back. The feeling that I have come home is so strong that I become conscious. There is a huge field, ringed by trees. I call up at the sky, ‘I wish to scry ZAX, the [...]
The Vision of ZIM (Aethyr 13)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Enochian magick, lucid dream, vision on March 28, 2011 | 7 Comments »
It takes a long time before I find the lucid state, but finally I’m in my parents’ house, looking out through the window of my old bedroom, and I realise I must be dreaming. ‘I wish to scry the thirteenth aethyr, ZIM,’ I shout, and push myself through the window, which feels mushy like jelly. [...]
The Vision of UTI (Aethyr 14)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Enochian magick, vision on March 1, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
The lucid dreaming state arrives and I’m in a school. There are children everywhere, so I take the nearest exit to find a private space. It’s a fine, sunny day. Schoolgirls surround me. They know what I’m doing and jokingly try to distract me by jostling and shouting. But I look to the sky and [...]
The Vision of OXO (Aethyr 15)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Enochian magick, lucid dream, vision on February 15, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I’m looking at a book that I’ve written, filled with coloured images and text. A critic’s voice says approvingly, ‘It is a book of parodies. Some are gentle and some are cruel, but all are united in being parodies.’ [Perhaps this is a key for how to read what follows.] Then I become aware of [...]
The Vision of LEA (Aethyr 16)
Posted in Astral, tagged aethyr, Enochian magick, vision on June 14, 2010 | 5 Comments »
This is the record and interpretation of a vision gained whilst scrying the sixteenth Enochian aethyr, LEA. I’ve posted the results of previous workings in this series on The Baptist’s Head. The system of gematria used to interpret the vision is English Qaballah. I can see those round patterns that are sometimes found on ancient [...]